I

I was a kind hearted angel with no venom

I was a person of happiness until the light went out

I was here when the world was shaking then you pushed me back

I was a child of great brilliance

I was creative

I was smart

I was pretty but now

I am dumb

I am fearless yet I am fearful

I am evil but with you I am an equal

I am no one until I met someone

I am loyal until we were one

I am cautious yet I am the scapegoat

I am the one and only human still

I am nothing but filth and pain

I am changing and abiding

I am at peace with this place

I am insecure to this day

I am alive again when I get what I want

I am dying slowly each day I am here

I am a hard worker I'll get through this

I am failing I'll be through with this

I am here to stay

I am gonna leave

I am intelligent

I am structured

I am learning each day

I am achieving my goals 

I will be a dreamer

I will be a kind hearted angel

I will be happy

I will be the smartest person

I will have a beautiful heart

I will change my life